>> Okay okay...depression has subsided.
I have to firmly believe
'Everything happens for a reason.'
I won't know the reasoning behind it- ever. I just have to believe it wasn't my path to walk and be on.
I have to trust in Him.
There's a reason why He made what happened happen. To learn something out of it? To become more thick skinned and not cry over something like this? To feel that this isn't the end of the world? To know there could have been situations out of my control if I had gone that route.
I believe in Him.
No matter how things around me are happening, I will continue to have faith in Him.
SPARK

>> I checked my voicemail, Dr. A's wife called me for working interview Monday and Tuesday. During the interview she said she would call me after talking with the doc about giving me a chance.

It's pity. Pity pity pity. I came in even though they called me some hours before to say not to come in. I just didn't check my vmail in time. I'm sure the other chick is more pro.

I want to call Dr. Bo on Monday to see if they got my resume and if I can come in.

Since I'm "working" I will try and call Dr. Bo during my lunch hour. If they want me for Tuesday I will drop Dr. A since they already want someone else.

I'll either do it that way or call Dr. A's wife and ask along the lines of "will I have a chance against the other person the doc pretty much is interested and set on, and I just got this work interview because I came in even though I realized you didn't need me anymore after I left and checked my voicemail?"
And with all that not need to go there Monday.

If I work Monday I at least get money. Need $640+12+10=$662 each month for my place ahhhh! If I call super early Monday to Dr. Bo maybe I can come in right then and there if there is no other receptionist doing their work interview there.

>> I'm still kicking myself bout Dr. Po's. I could have had it. I JUST DIDN'T KNOW IT WOULD TURN OUT THE WAY IT DID BECAUSE I TOLD THEM I HAD TO TEMP BUT TOLD THEM I'm FREE MONDAY AND SO FORTH. They just needed someone asap I suppose. :(
I been denied and it hurts. To know it was so close and slipped through my fingers.

>> I blew it.
Argh.
Ahhhhhhhhhh!
I could've started a full time job Monday!
How was I to know this would be how it would be led to?
I didn't know they weren't understanding of my temp job-it was in the resume-can't the doc read??
I went for the 1st job that contacted me for a position-Dr. A. So Dr. Po got pushed 2nd.
BOY told me before I found out bout 2nd office nightmare, I should grab hold the 1st place that hires me no matter if the other jobs sound good and leave the next interviews behind. BOY always said grab all the jobs I could get and not wait on one. I did and it failed me.
Well, the 1st doc didn't even need someone since they already liked someone. Not much of a grasp in 1st place.

I especially hate Dr. Po!
Let Dr. Po rot and feel pain!
Didn't even contact me to say position was filled, I had to email.
Go rot!
Get a nasty pink eye!
Get a nasty wart on your face!
Get diarhhea!
Get bad karma!

>> It's making me so sad. I missed the opportunity for front office for Dr. Po. I am sure I could have had that.
My classmate on fb said she got a job yesterday and I'm thinking it's the one I was suppose to be at-Dr. Po. We all got the email to apply with her.
I missed my chance.
So helpless.

FIZZ

>> I called my temp agency and shared my stories.

Out of it, I learned by not canceling my already-in-advanced-notice of temp work Wednesday,

"I am a girl with integrity."

I could have told the doc, peace out I have to check this new doc out, but, felt I had to fulfill my duty as a RDA and with the agency and not cancel.

If this was a poor choice where I could have asked both offices how long it would have taken for the "work interview" Thursday, I could have fit both into the days' schedule, maybe I would have walked out with Dr. Po's front position since they were willing to hire.

At least I have some integrity and know the docs don't give a 5hit about a hard worker trying to keep her word on temp work already scheduled for and wanted to commit to it.

If that's the case, those docs are all in it for themselves.

Shame on you Dr. Po and Dr. A!

Shame on your filthy hands and may you get arthritis so you can't work and since you can't work you can't be a dentist anymore!

Shame on you!

>> Not hearing from Dr. Po I emailed and said I'm available next week and apologized. Dr. Po emailed me back saying found someone already and will keep me in mind in the future.
Crap!!! All this overbooking made me push off offices! And my chances just left me just like that!

FIZZ

>> So sleepy. So not gonna be a full post.

>> The work interview wasn't even a work interview, just a meet. Argh. The wifes doc who works there said they might've found an RDA already. She worked interviewed Monday Tuesday. I was suppose to Wednesday, but, wasn't available so did it today. And it wasn't even a work interview. Ugh! She told me she would at least give me a try after asking the doc. Even if he says yes, it's a pity work interview.
No thanks!

>> Went to Chili's since I felt sad. Tried to get tipsy, but, the sunrise margarita didn't do it. I had fried onion strings and some jalapeno slices. They didn't taste fresh fried. Lukewarm. Must have been sitting a while. It wasn't crunchy either. Major thumbs down. The tostada chips were thin crisp good. Salsa was spicy. Ahh!

>> Went to my future room today to check out the place again. The shower head looks like a skinny old pipe and the knob is old looking as well. BOY told me to replace the shower head. Um, it looked like a pipe through the shower wall. Nothing unattachable. Boo!
The chick who rented there told me she'll leave me some stuff like rugs around bathroom. The place was total clearness. Looks like I need to get rugs-money dwindling down.

I need to vacuum the place. I still see carpet marks of where items once were.
Spaciousness...

The best part of the visit?
The walk-in closets walls are all cedar wood! Yaaay! (I call it that-not sure if it really is.) I thought it was just the middle.
More reason to get less clothes-so I can admire the wood backing. ;)

>> Okay this post was more than I thought...

One potential work place...a major dud.

FIZZ

>> Worked my last temp day at the office I was filling in for. Today was the best, although each patient was sometimes delayed half an hour.
>> Dr. Po left a voicemail wanting me tomorrow and I left them a vmail after saying I am temping tomorrow and Monday I should be free. So we'll see if she wants me again.
>> Dr. Bo's office manager hasn't gotten ahold of me yet. Not sure she got my email cause my friend didn't hear her mention it. Argh. Maybe that's why she hasn't called me yet?
>> I rather have front office work since it's not performance rated on me. I hate making temporary crowns. And anything that's a potential harmful risk.
>> Tomorrow is my working interview ahhhhhh!
Freaking ouut!

To hopeful full-time job.
SPARK

>> I totally forgot to blog yesterday, whoops!
I worked for 8 hours straight and it felt forever and I took horrible xrays. Didn't bother to ask if they were hiring since I was so slow and my xrays sucked. At the end he gave me the 'wrap it up hurry yourself up' hand motion; it was pass closing time when I had to take a full mouth individual film xrays on a kid.

>> Anyways, the teacher emailed us former students about job offers and I responded to two of them. The 2 contacted me and both wanted me to come by tomorrow, but, I am already temping. Plus, I get my paycheck from Mondays total to Wednesday. So, I asked to switch to Thursday for working interview for Dr. Bo(back office position) and Dr. Po(front office) will just review my resume and get back to me.

My friend told her manager bout me and I emailed her again since she didn't get it the 1st time. I want this one more. I'd most likely get $17/hour.
All I do is pick up phones, set appointments, check in patients, and take xrays. No insurance stuff to deal with. Sweet!

The other places I'll ask for $16 at least.
It might be much for them, but, it's 3 jobs-might as well aim high and they could negotiate lower. So, 17 could be 16. And highest pay is safe to assume-wiinnnner! Ding ding ding! Whoo whoo!


Looking bright, thank You

SPARK

>> I got my layout planned.
I think I will stick with this for now.
Looks like a studio.
This $700/mo. room+bath(it's really a shower)+walk-in closet seems well worth it!
Yaay!

>> Oh yeah, I saw this cute cardigan I want! It's gray stripped(ehh), but, the buttons and pocket make up for it.

Victoria's Secret Stripe Cardigan $44.50

Hmm I want a room welcoming party so I can have free stuff haha.
Being broke is surely no joke.

Looking positive in life. It is quite the
SPARK

>> The bedroom isn't a square nor rectangle room. The extra space in the bedroom from the photos show that angle.


Photo

I'm trying to figure out which side I should face my bed, where to put the lamps and desk.
*in the photo says, "in corner" looks like income haha. And the rest say, "shelf light bed table desk/chair floorlamp."

As for a desk, I want a cherry wooden desk with drawers and a hutch. That'll keep me organized with papers and supplies instead of stuffing it in a bin in the closet.

In the target ads, I saw a wooden floor lamp with 3 storage levels for $49. Looks modernly cute. I'll prolly put my bible on 1 shelf, frames on 2nd, and 3rd who knows...nothing? It looks contemporary cause it's a mini lamp and a vertical casing in one to give the bedroom an architectchy vibe.

I am really excited to start moving in there next weekend and shop for my stuff!

My friend hasn't gotten back to me yet about the receptionist job, which worries me.

I want it! If I get it most of my monies will be used for outfits. I'm going to try goodwill for blouses and pants. And if they got desks I like that shows no signs of termites or anything icky on it-you bet I'm getting it and trying to save money! I haven't been to goodwill, but, will try it out.

>> Hung out with the dental girls for a mini reunion at a restaurant bar. Had fries and my mouth is sooo salty and dry ewww. Mini headache. Had a small alcoholic drink and it buzzed me a bit.
Good to see the chicks again, hating on fries.
Overall,
SPARK

>> Tiger Woods I do not accept your apology.

When you fakingly shook your head no, I knew you were being fake and "trying" to seem sympathetic. You did not fool me.

You thought you could get away whoring it up.

Yes you did brought this on yourself and every whore you had an affair with you should have thought bout your kids first, but, you didn't. Therefore, your kids are paying the price. You're a lousy father. One minute your looking at your kids in the eye thinking your the greatest dad, the next you're seeing a whore.

You can apologize all you want, I still won't believe you.

>> BOY and I hung with a couple of friends for drinks and games last night.
I had the shizzle for happy hour. All it was was malibu coconut and pineapple rums, orange juice, club soda, and some other clear alcohol shot with lots of ice. Tasted like a watered down pina colada.
Eh.

My friend told me her office is hiring a dental receptionist and if I was serious about it, she'll refer me.

Oh man and she said to ask for $17!
She said to ask for more, not minimum of $15(the range they would offer is $15-$20) since I do have my RDA license(woo woo!), x-ray experience, coronal polish experience, and other dental experience from externships, and that I can jump in the back to help sterilize or do whatever is needed.

Let's see.... $17x32 hour work week..
=$544 awesome!!!
Take out taxes...I am guessing $440 a week?
So, bi-weekly= $880

Yes! That takes care of rent! The next weeks check would go to gas, phone, credit card, food, car needs, home care stuff, and rainy day stuff.

There are already two ladies who will have working interviews next week.

I am afraid they will reject me because my teeth aren't perfect and that's super important because that's the image patients see when they step right in!

It's a catch 22, just like a dentist told me.

But, if I can be the best receptionist they've admired, I am sure they'll keep me and have the dentist fix my teeth on the spot and waah lahh! Problemo is no mo'.

This has to work and be a...
SPARK

Please Jesus help guide me to a wonderful full-time job opportunity.

>> Anyone like Applebee's? I certainly do!
I was calling around trying to find a hostess job and they all aren't hiring.

 

My favorite from Applebee's is the sampler!!!  Honey bbq boneless wings with ranch dressing and extra salsa cause I don't dip my cheese sticks with marinara sauce. It looks so yummy! I am really craving for this since I'm staring at it. But, with a $750/mo. bed+bath...I have to say no. Aargh. Why can't there be buffets with this kind of stuff?? This sampler is perfect. I dig bacon quesadillas dipped in salsa. I dig the sweet bbq chicken. Spinach dip here is one of the best with chips. Cheese sticks are fried to a crisp and a cheesy pull..mm.

The wonton tacos look interesting to try.

I am on a Applebee's crave.....ahhhhhhhhhh! All you working people, go eat there!

but with no money...
FIZZ

>> I talked to the front lady and asked if they were hiring since the doc told me last week to talk to the front lady-manager. She said they're not hiring right now, but, to ask the doc.
I was going to ask him again, but, the pro RDA was right there and I didn't want to ask in front of her, so, I left. I already said bye to him a little earlier.
I don't get it. Did they already find someone else?? Was I too late?
The doc didn't say anything when I got my paycheck about full-time again.
I will be back to work Monday. This time I will ask the doc.

Still unsure of my financial future.

FIZZ

>> Souplantation is yum! I don't know how fattening the dressings are with the pre-mixed salads and pastas, but, if they are fat-free I am going more often.
Much more oftens with coupons. Went with a friend cause she never been to one and heard about it through our classmates all raving about it. She wanted to go with her hubby, but, all he wanted was a fat juicy steak! So had to take her. :)
Buffets are the best way to feel full and a way to over indulge cause it's too tasty.
One more day til I know...

SPARK

 

 

>> Undercover boss just made me crave for Hooters! That or wings-n-things, yum.
Haven't been to Hooters in a long while. I want their orangey hot shorts, tights, and tank.

Mozzarella sticks..mm.

Trader Joe's garlic fries are the best make it at home! Bake the fries, scatter the packaged garlic, toss, wah lah.

craves to sleep...

>> Watched some Wedding Crashers on tv and wondered if putting eye drops into drinks can really make you throw up.

>> Almost moving time! Yaay! I will miss having a bed frame and a real mattress. I'm just excited to be on my own and have my own bathroom! Weekend swims and walks along the lake...ahhh the life. ;)

Here's my essential list with estimate price:
1. Air bed.(Ahhh I feel so cheap!) $60
2. Pillows, blanket, comforter, flatsheet(used as bedsheet). $90
3. Tall paper floor lamp and nightstand lamp. $25
4. 2 Side table(as nightstand and printer stand). $16
5. Laundry hamper. $4
6. Clothes organizer "squares" hung on closet rod. $3
7. Kitchenware-eating utensils, knives, pots&pans, cooking utensils, bowls, plates, mugs. $35

90% will be from IKEA. The pillows and air bed will prolly be from like Walmart.

Other essentials:
Towels, toilettres, cleaning supplies(swiffer rocks!).

Optionals:
Scented tealights in pink small shot glasses, shoe organizer squares, flower vase with a flower I feel in the mood for, wooden hangers, computer desk&chair(I could type on the bed instead), colored curtains, night light, plastic stackable drawers for non-hangables and won't fit in "squares" organizer.

Other things I want:
Knit buttoned jackets(nicer girly jackets besides the million zipper jackets I have), calf-high suede boots, a new Corioliss straightner/curler, accessories-belts/jewelry/hair clips, yoga mat, exercise bender ball, clapper, magnetic doodle board, magic 8 ball.

Money should really grow on trees... =)

Optimism

SPARK

 

>> I worked today...10am-6pm. Is tired. It's nice starting late, no worries of waking late at 6am or something.
Yaay to cash money! I need to pay my bills and start saving for next months rent.
Short post.

Dough rolling on in.
SPARK

>> Tastes like candy! This stuff is way too yummy to be a vitamin supplement.

It says take two, but, there's 3 flavors! You can't expect me to only eat "2 per day" when I'm trying it for the 1st time...! So, I had 3. The red tastes the best then green then blue.
I better just stock up on sour patches else imma 500% vitamin myself to oblivion....

>> Hoo dat! Go Brees! What a game! What a touching moment with Brees and mini-Brees...he was pointing around, grabbing the lil guys hand, and tearing up, aww.

I'm glad they won.

>> Met the roomie in charge today in person. She said there's one other chick checking the place this week, but, I get 1st dibs cause I said yes first. She also mentioned she wanted to see how my personality is and asked questions about what I like to do, if I like staying in or going out, if I have people come over a lot or do I go to theirs.

Me, a nervous wreck said,

"I like eating out and like taking pictures of my food, it looks so good and I like pictures of food...even my bf makes fun of me taking photos."

Omgee, total wierdo. Ahhh. Why did I say that?!?

I want the spacious clean room and bathroom and two sinks and walk-in closet with cedar woodbacking!!!! And pools to help exercise my fatty away! Did I mention cedar woodback closet?!

>> Went to church and it was focused on praying local & global and thanking Him. One of my favorite songs was sung, "Beautiful One." Awesome! The lead singer sang the word 'beautiful' as beau tee ful, I realized I say it as beau tuh ful...blah. I guess the beauty part is where it comes from. I'm going to enunciate better. =P

Church time happy time.

SPARK

>> Went to my cousins house warming party. Got my butt kicked in Street Fighter. I used to win when I smash random buttons, but, for some reason now when I do all that, I still get beat. Mario Kart is a classic! Turtle shell shooting, leaving oil slicks and banana peel, that thunder bomb..! <3.....

Hmm..does "room warming party" count? Haha. I mean I am getting a new room to rent. I would like a plate/knife/pots&pans set and everything a house warming party owner would get. =) The roomies have a no alcohol policy so maybe drinks and treats over by the pool or clubhouse if there is one...? Gotta ask if I can also re-paint my walls. Medium pink!

>> Super bowl Sunday tomorrow...yaaay... Go Brees!


Since I'm looking forward to moving out and in & decorating..
SPARK 

 

 

>> I'm still sick. Blaah.

>> I look forward to moving into the place cause the backyard is basically a lake. Imagine the blog video possibilities and cool photo outcomes... I just need a tripod. Don't know if there's a walkway board over the lake, else, it'll be almost like Dawson's Creek...haha remember that show?? 'I don't wanna wait forever..' something something. Family Guy was hilarious with Peter trying to sing the theme song...
It's going to feel like the Southern states with the lake in the back.

>> I made an ikea shopping list for bed and kitchen. I'll post it another time.

Good night.

sickarooroo

FIZZ