>> Todays work interview was good.
Must sleep now.

SPARK

>> So the morning starts as I am in the car about ready to walk into the dental office and start my 9 hours...blah! Hope it's a patient per hour. That will help make it go faster.

Laters.

>> Tired. Lots of driving. Got a call from where I temped and they want me. Told the manager bout my 2 work interviews this week and will get back to them later cause we cool like that. ;)

So if these upcoming 2 don't work out-I'm going there. Too bad it's 3-4 days a week not full-time. I need full-time hours and high pay to make it on my own.

>> Oh em gee, my friend totally helped me deck my place out. Dollar tree stores are great! Just don't get carried with the "it's only a dollar" mentality. I left and it was $40 haha. So 30 something items in my lil shopping cart.


But, yeah...thanks Kat! Again! Carrying, shopping, decorating, and munching.
She calls it "baby chateau"-that's cute. She loves it and took video hahahaha.

If only my roomies were super laid back, I'd have sleepovers and host mini parties.
I guess that's when I get a house. ;)


>> If we get kicked out, it would be so sad! It would be as if I get downgraded.
No more spaciousness, room+bath tickling my fancy.
The closet is <3
My room has so much decorating potential. I need Kat again haha.

Please don't find buyers!

>> I figured Vienna would win, they do have that be-free with each other chemistry.
With Tenly it's as if Jake does need to act like a prince and more mature or something around her to match her elegant sweet girl personality. Vienna is just more raw. He explained it kinda well. I think the 'missing piece' is he has to be that sweet always 24/7 gotta smile guy. I see it. Whatever.


Ok night. I missed another blog day blaaah. "The ALMOST Daily Strut" muahahahahaa.

Can you dig it? Fo sho' fo sho'

SPARK

>> Okay okay...depression has subsided.
I have to firmly believe
'Everything happens for a reason.'
I won't know the reasoning behind it- ever. I just have to believe it wasn't my path to walk and be on.
I have to trust in Him.
There's a reason why He made what happened happen. To learn something out of it? To become more thick skinned and not cry over something like this? To feel that this isn't the end of the world? To know there could have been situations out of my control if I had gone that route.
I believe in Him.
No matter how things around me are happening, I will continue to have faith in Him.
SPARK

>> I checked my voicemail, Dr. A's wife called me for working interview Monday and Tuesday. During the interview she said she would call me after talking with the doc about giving me a chance.

It's pity. Pity pity pity. I came in even though they called me some hours before to say not to come in. I just didn't check my vmail in time. I'm sure the other chick is more pro.

I want to call Dr. Bo on Monday to see if they got my resume and if I can come in.

Since I'm "working" I will try and call Dr. Bo during my lunch hour. If they want me for Tuesday I will drop Dr. A since they already want someone else.

I'll either do it that way or call Dr. A's wife and ask along the lines of "will I have a chance against the other person the doc pretty much is interested and set on, and I just got this work interview because I came in even though I realized you didn't need me anymore after I left and checked my voicemail?"
And with all that not need to go there Monday.

If I work Monday I at least get money. Need $640+12+10=$662 each month for my place ahhhh! If I call super early Monday to Dr. Bo maybe I can come in right then and there if there is no other receptionist doing their work interview there.

>> I'm still kicking myself bout Dr. Po's. I could have had it. I JUST DIDN'T KNOW IT WOULD TURN OUT THE WAY IT DID BECAUSE I TOLD THEM I HAD TO TEMP BUT TOLD THEM I'm FREE MONDAY AND SO FORTH. They just needed someone asap I suppose. :(
I been denied and it hurts. To know it was so close and slipped through my fingers.

>> I blew it.
Argh.
Ahhhhhhhhhh!
I could've started a full time job Monday!
How was I to know this would be how it would be led to?
I didn't know they weren't understanding of my temp job-it was in the resume-can't the doc read??
I went for the 1st job that contacted me for a position-Dr. A. So Dr. Po got pushed 2nd.
BOY told me before I found out bout 2nd office nightmare, I should grab hold the 1st place that hires me no matter if the other jobs sound good and leave the next interviews behind. BOY always said grab all the jobs I could get and not wait on one. I did and it failed me.
Well, the 1st doc didn't even need someone since they already liked someone. Not much of a grasp in 1st place.

I especially hate Dr. Po!
Let Dr. Po rot and feel pain!
Didn't even contact me to say position was filled, I had to email.
Go rot!
Get a nasty pink eye!
Get a nasty wart on your face!
Get diarhhea!
Get bad karma!

>> It's making me so sad. I missed the opportunity for front office for Dr. Po. I am sure I could have had that.
My classmate on fb said she got a job yesterday and I'm thinking it's the one I was suppose to be at-Dr. Po. We all got the email to apply with her.
I missed my chance.
So helpless.

FIZZ