>> Sleep.
Good day.

>> I hate rolled tacos now...maybe cause I ate more than half a big bag of doritos right before it. I hate doritos too now.
Yucky.
I need water.

>> I'm so bad.
I'll leave it at that.
Dumb me.

FIZZ

>> Does forcing air conditioning in the morning drive to get sick on purpose to not have to work sound crazy?
Let me tell ya, it don't work!

Yeah, more and more I feel like quitting.
The dollar signs keep reeling me in.

The bills gotta pay.

And if I don't have a job, BOY won't put up with it.
So yeah. I'm stuck in the meantime and just counting down the days til the weekend.

FIZZ

>> I noticed Spencer from the Hills is seeking desparate attention lately. He is trying to bad mouth anyone on twitt that he can in hopes of attention from the media...

Why?? Because his wife Heidi is getting all this attention and he's not. And because the hills are starting up again.

Don't buy into his manipulation media people!

>> BOY(my bf) helped me move furniture to my new place. The setup is decent. Not as lovely as "baby chateau"
...this will suffice. Still need a new name for my place.

Seabird(my roomie) furnished me with a chair so now I don't need to worry bout getting one. So, I saved money on a bookcase, dual floor lamp, chair, 3 drawer dresser, some hangers. They're not the cutest, but, it was free free...freeee!! 6 months from now I'm moving in with BOY so that's when interior designing goes into full effect!
bigger place » nicer rooms » better everything!

My next shopping items will be:
• shoe hanging organizer squares in the closet
• clothes hanging orgaziner squares in the closet - kinda used as a hamper
• hamper for my scrubs

My list could go on...when money starts falling.. ;)

>> Dinner was seafood. It turned out messy haha. Got the sampler. King crab, snow crab-my favorite!, mussels, clams, crawfish-my least favorite, shrimp, and some sides - sausage, corn, potato. It was juicy. Mm.
Drenched in garlic butter, cajun, and lemon pepper. Dippin' nonstop! For the red potatoes I dipped it in the special juice, rubbed salt&pepper on top and squeezed lime on it. Sensation!

>> Weekend job.
I really want a tipping job. If I get no tips, it would just be a regular hour pay job. Making a tip would be an extra kick. Technically I would have nothing to lose. That's leaning towards a restaurant biz job or starbucks(blaah). Stress!

Or, have a chill job at minimum pay at a movie theater and watch free movies.
Although my tip money would pay for movies and then some hahaha.

Hostess would seem easy. Servers make the monies.

My workdays would be weekdays and weekends...meaning I won't have free time unless they don't schedule me for a day. My life would be work work work.
However, money money money!
I'm hoping 5 hour weekend shifts so I can r&r before Monday starts again at the office.

I rather have Sunday be free all day. Church chill and just chillax!

>> May is going to be hectic.
Moving more stuff, finding a 2nd job, BOYs birthday, mothers day, dental conference.

Thank You for all that I have.
SPARK

>> Going to check out glasses today. I want the black plastic rectangle looking ones-nerdy, but, sxy. ;)

>> Moving stuff today also. Woo!

>> So sleepy...
What a long week.
Imma hate next weeks schedule.
Too complicated. Argh.

>> I have been so tired from work ahhhh!
I wake up each morning wanting to say I'm not showing up to work. Just so I can sleep in the cozy warm bed.
That will be too many times and that will lead me to being fired.

Forced to go. It's the dollar signs...

>> I want this brown pattern for my bedsheet. The middle brown pillows. Looks silky, I like!

>> My new hobby will be arts-
watercolor : paint : color pencils : ink

Along with that I'm going to start my dream clothing line. Yippi!
I need to research sewing machines and find a good fabric store with the material I want.
Does Walmart have clothing stencils for cutting fabric? Imma need that to start off as my size.
Here I come Walmart to see what cheap deals you have!

Project One: Multi-Color Pastel Dress
100% soft cotton material with elastic. There's a million and one different cotton materials out there. I'll be violating every fabric I see to make sure its the right one, ha!

SPARK

>> I've been doodling how my room would be like.

I still would have to shop for more things. I want to get a white thick satin feel ribbon of some sort to tie a bow around a rolled up towel for the bathroom to give it a little cuteness and classy look.

My room setup is pretty dull.
Seabird has a medium-dark ugly blue carpet in my room. I must get a light lively looking rug to cover most of the room. Perhaps from Urban Outfitters?
I'm going to get hot pink drapes to give my room a splash of color.
She stuck the big brown bookcase in my room. Brown old feel. Blah! At least I can save money and use this for now. Same with the bedding stuff. It's a twin size bed. Frickin' small. I like to sprawl and not feel as though Imma roll off.

Going to find some cute art and frame it on my wall or just make my own using pastel and cute colors.
I misplaced my RDA license certificate. So I can't hang that up on the wall as a reminder of what I have achieved. =/


>> I found a favorite artist with watercolor, acrylic, pencils, ink work!

www.furiousfeng.blogspot.com

The watercolor work is divine!!
I have no idea how to even use those art tools to create the perfect looking blends, lines, and everything! Its like, did she use a color pencil there or a harsh watercolor lining, or something else ya know? And it's like did she watercolor 1st then ink all around and color in with pencils or more watercolor?
She needs to start a class lol.

I want to make watercolor backgrounds, draw something cute, and then write a bible scripture. That can be framed. =D
Maybe start a store muahahaha.

SPARK

>> Feels good to get paid.

>> Yay Tim Urban still in it!

>> Today was staff meeting hour. I have homework til the next meeting.

1. Think of a phrase for the dental office. A slogan, to be our "brand."

2. And a way to thank our patients. Like a patient appreciation day or something.

I got a couple phrases in mind. Hehe.

Good day, thanks Jesus.
SPARK

>> I'm going through color theme phases. I am leaning towards mahogany wood furniture with a hint of red in it. That's mahogany right? Brown wood with red tint. I like the slick glaze looking wood, not the real wood where you can get a splinter sliding your finger across.
Light carpet and mahogany furniture make a cute elegant combo.
I like this stool. It still has the curvey look to it. Looks contemporary. That'll go under my vanity desk.
This bench hidden shoe organizer with storage space on the side would be great for a guest to sit on. Just find a soft cushion and wah-lah! It's a 2-in-1. =D

I still need to find a wooden stool for the bathroom. Tall enough where I can see myself over the sink mirror. Gotta check out the "counter/bar height mahogany stools."

I am so <3'n interior decorating. I think Extreme Home makeover is on tonight. ;)

SPARK

>> I want this in my room!
I dig the white curvey wood style. =)

I can't wait to move and decorate my room!

SPARK

>> So turns out when it came down to picking an assistant, they picked me because of financial reasons. Either hire a 20 year veteran for more money or train a girl with potential for less. And I thought I was just awesome and beat out the other girl. :( vain vain yes I know.

>> I just realized I make an extra dollar more than a couple friends from school. They are more pro than me. They need to ask for a raise. =)

I was going to do $15. But, I figure might as well try and go high and if they don't want that they can lower it. Since they took my $16 asking, no bargaining needed. Hehe. Yay!

If I pursue nursing, I want at least $32. I hear it goes hirer when you work with the elderly. Maybe because they're more of a pain in the bootay?
'C'mon grandpa-take your meds, don't you dare throw them pills at me. Alright that's it!' Hahahaha. Gotta lug them around.

>> Darn the craigslist seller for selling me something while I'm on my way and then have a text later saying they already sold it and said sorry. I was crushed. May you rot. May you get your bad bad bad bad bad karma!
Grr!

FIZZ

>> Night.

>> Bah I feel sick. My coworkers were coughing and all icky this week. Now I'm feeling it. Argh.

So tired. Work seemed so long today. Baaah!

FIZZ

>> The manager is snappy and scary. She's talking with the front office girl and goes "that's not what I'm asking, what did I ask" - short tempered trying to get an answer. She totally plays the "I'm doing great" happy line when talking with patients and I know her dark side, it makes me go pahleaase!
She looks like the mean kind too. Ahhh. Be skerred.

>> I went to seabirds'. I am getting a twin size bed, dresser that fits into the closet, lamp, bookcase, big ol wall desk. And if I don't want it, its okay. :) imma take the bed and dresser for sure! I got a yellow rectangular desk from craigslist for 5 bucks that is simple and still cute. Hers is a wooden old schoolish desk with drawers and goes up the wall. Meh. If I find myself having too much crap that needs to get tucked away, imma have to get that desk haha. Or keep my own table and get a file cabinet. The bookcase is tall and old wood too. Eh.
Whatevs I'm happy either way.

The room is small, but, not as small as I have seen of other places. So this works. I get a window just need drapes. If I am in my pink faze still I will get pink fo sho lol.
Not sure which way to face the bed. The white sofachair prolly won't work. Not roomy enough to stick it in a corner.
:( oh wells. My next place will hehehe.
The bathroom has a big square mirror and she says she's going to get a round mirror. I actually like square-I can see more of me. The medicine cabinet is too thin for my blue and purple bins. Don't know where to place them now.
I can't decide where to put all my shoes. I don't want them out in the open in my room cause its not cute. My closet would be full since the dresser takes up floor space. Maybe get a vertical shoe hanging rack in those plastic material squares?

The gym has a few treadmills, couple stairmasters, couple weight machines, and couple wierd looking machines. The pool is a small rectangle and nothing fancy with the jacuzzi.

I met up with seabirds daughter and she's cool. I can get along with her. She brought her 2 year old, he's a cutie pie.
Gonna go double date with her hubby for some sushi, yummy! My favorite!

>> I like Tim from American Idol. He has that "Tim style" kinda like Jason Mraz. Much better looking though. Randy was talking bout his hair looking like the beatles. I'm like, that's his normal hairstyle.
Crystal Bowersox is overrated.

Jesus is Lord and Saviour
SPARK

>> So it's a Tuesday.
Gonna have coffee with seabirds daughter after work. Then drop off my application and check out the room again.
Gotta check-
Light switches or do I need to bring lamps?
Which way my furnished bed will face in the room?
Any dressers I get or just a closet door?
Measurements!
And look at the bathroom for cabinet drawer space and medicine-mirror cabinet.

Woo hoo! It's only minutes away from work! No month 25 minute drives and passing slow drivers.

SPARK

>> Since my doc is out and another docs assistant is out for the day, I am taking over her shift. I thought the doc was going to bite my head off saying how bad I was assisting, but, at the end of the procedure, he said I did a good job. Totally blanking, I just said 'wow really? I thought you were gonna discipline me'...omg I was trying to say something like 'verbal train me in what I did wrong', that just came out wrong-discipline? Ahhh!

So I totally was a moron and didn't say thank you. I was just in shock I got positive feedback. Ahhh!

At the end of the day, I will say thank you for all your help. That should cover it.
Yup.

Jesus Is Risen!

 1(A)Now after the Sabbath, as it began to dawn toward the first day of the week, (B)Mary Magdalene and the other Mary came to look at the grave.

 2And behold, a severe earthquake had occurred, for (C)an angel of the Lord descended from heaven and came and rolled away (D)the stone and sat upon it.

 3And (E)his appearance was like lightning, and his clothing as white as snow.

>> Happy Easter!

Just wanted to make a separate entry.
The 3rd day He rose.

Matthew 28

 4The guards shook for fear of him and became like dead men.

 5The angel said to the women, "Do not be afraid; for I know that you are looking for Jesus who has been crucified."

 6"He is not here, for He has risen, just as He said. Come, see the place where He was lying."

 7"Go quickly and tell His disciples that He has risen from the dead; and behold, He is going ahead of you into Galilee, there you will see Him; behold, I have told you."

 8And they left the tomb quickly with fear and great joy and ran to report it to His disciples.

 9And behold, Jesus met them and greeted them. And they came up and took hold of His feet and worshiped Him.

 10Then Jesus said to them, "Do not be afraid; go and take word to My brethren to leave for Galilee, and there they will see Me."

 11Now while they were on their way, some of the guard came into the city and reported to the chief priests all that had happened.

 12And when they had assembled with the elders and consulted together, they gave a large sum of money to the soldiers,

 13and said, "You are to say, 'His disciples came by night and stole Him away while we were asleep.'

 14"And if this should come to the governor's ears, we will win him over and keep you out of trouble."

 15And they took the money and did as they had been instructed; and this story was widely spread among the Jews, and is to this day.

>> For the bathroom, my bathroom setup is kind of like that photo. On the right side you can barely see a stool with a towel. That's where I got that stool idea from.

As for my room, since I have wooden floors, a white theme would be cute. I totally dig a fat sofa chair! The corner setup is a good idea. Gotta see if my room can handle it space wise to do that.

I will get either a 3 shelf or 4 shelf bookcase.
Either:
1. Stick the 3 shelf bookcase in my closet and use it as a dresser drawer.
2. Stash all my papers and book junk in 4 shelf instead of getting a filing cabinet. Maybe add a plant on a shelf to look better? Or use the last shelf as a shoe organizer?

Can't get both since I can't afford both. :'(

>> Ooh I just remembered my bathroom has a shower tub!
That means after scrubbing down the tub I can fill the tub and add the fizz bubble balls, rose petals, and sip on a drink relaxing by candlelight.

Seabird(c bird) told me she was working on painting the walls and getting a new floor for the bathroom. I told her I like the beige or lightest tan color. Something simple will be fine. It better be bathroom wall paint where moisture won't mold up the walls. The slick wall kind if you know what I mean.

I am well sure seabird will have a hissy fit at how much water I use. Deep baths, washer dryer usage to extreme(each load each week: scrubs, jeans and dark pants-well biweekly since I don't expect wearing jeans everyday-, bedsheets, shirts-colored and whites, loungewear).
Aside from water usage, electricity will have a rise. Dryers, computer, and esp. tv.
$25utilities+$12dvr is too much of a bargain! Using a community coined operated washer dryer would be about $1.50 per wash and dry...
$3x(18 loads a month)=$54 a month!
Outrages!
If I cut back everything biweekly except scrubs, $3x12=$36.
But, I like clean! Fresh clean clothes and bed. :)

If the claws come out, she's gonna be a hawk instead of a seabird. ;P

>> Interior decorating is what I'm searching for online. I want to get a wooden stool for the bathroom. I will put a rolled towel on it and a glass candle for a contemporary look. When I put my makeup and do my hair, I'll pull move it in front of the mirror and sit.

Or if it will fit in my room-a vanity desk with mirror. I like either white or mahagony dark wood. Cute, chic, and styling!

I want a white fat cozy armchair sofa in my room. Something for my guest to sit on instead of a bed and hard computer desk chair.

>> I really have to go back soon and get measurements and see what cabinets are available. Else I'm going to have to get a dresser for clothes and cabinet for linens.

Designing my way home...
SPARK

>> I don't want to be a nurse anymore.
I watched half of the new series, Miami Medical and so scared/grossed out of emergencies.

I can't take those visuals and problems.

:(

>> Totally Trader Joe's garlic fries'd out!
Blaaah eww.

I will stick to the TJ's sweet potato fries with balsamic vinegrette. I had salad and started dipping my fries in the leftover dressing with parmasean cheese powder. Yum!

>> My nickname for my roomie is going to be "c bird" haha. I was talking with BOY about what to call her. He said I shouldn't call her Miss then her name because she wants to feel young. Her name starts with C and last name has bird in it...so we were joking around saying 'what up C' all ghetto and then I remembered her last name and 'c bird' came about. Chirp chirp haha.

She changed the move date to May 1st to do some bathroom work. Upgrading?

Man that's a long time! I was looking forward to getting off work, drive a few minutes, and plop on my bed for a nap.

The bright side is that will give me time to see if the doc and manager still want me to work for them after working a few weeks.

>> Now that I will have DVR I can record shows while I'm at work and purposely miss shows to go hangout instead. That means~ The Hills, OLTL, GH, Disney teeny bopper shows, Ellen, Regis & Kelly, food shows on play when I'm chilling indoors. Woo hoo!

Good Friday
SPARK

>> Why is it all that I can think about is my new room?

I wanna go there already. My rent starts the 15th. It gives me 2 weeks to earn more monies. :)

It may be 3 weeks til I get another paycheck if the pay period ends in 2 weeks since I didn't work this week. =/

Need some decorating ideas for my room-photo frames, posters, painted wall colors?

The last thing I want is a cluttered room. So the most space, the better!

Treadmill and elliptical at the gym will be my best friends on the weekends.
Swimming on sunny hot days.

DVR will be used to its full capacity.

Woo!

SPARK