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Pissy.
Grumpy.
Mad.
Bummed.
Angry.

Wtf!!!!

So my name aint on the pamplet book for volunteering. Wtf. So someone told me there was a non-finalized list of volunteers names and it somehow ended up in the final copy. Therefore my name wasn't on it!!!

Wtf!

I was going to show it off to my parents so that they will be proud! You might be thinkin, 'well they know you are volunteering isn't that good enough?'
No!!! No its not!
To have your name left out is a big deal, especially to me. Yeah sure my parents won't care too much, but, I freakin' do!

Now I don't even wanna volunteer the certain days I was planning to do it. I was going to do all the sign up shifts tomorrow and do my research for the whole festival...now imma just kick back and say "beeeyotch" to all of them. Its their fault!

I aint workin my a$$ off and not get credit where it should be!! F them!!!!!

Could a theory be because I didn't sign up for shifts and they excluded me out?? Um, hello, did you know what I was going to do tomorrow? How about Monday? Or Tuesday or Wednesday? Huuuh! Exactly, you don't. You didn't know I was going to spend my time studying the festival!!! So if that was the case my answer is, you didn't know! And you couldn't come up to me and say, hey, are you still in?? But you freakin didn't!!

If the excuse from the person in charge of putting the list of names is 'we didn't know exactly the names of everyone.'
Bull$hit!
There's been massive emails to the certain group of volunteers with all our names in the "to:" section of the email.

Pathetic!

You are all pathetic!

Think it wasn't a biggy?
Tell that to the person who is helping your customers come thru the door!

Ya'll $hitheads to me.

I am defiant.

Shopping shall include get-up outfits with fierceness. And ya know I should go to those volunteer days and be destructive!

Clothing policy-business attire.
Psssh!
I'm finding them stunning over-the-knee boots and strutting it with black tights, skirt, off the scale top and show them what's up!

If I aint on the list, I shouldn't even show up.

But two can play this game...
muahahahahaha!

Sleezy at it's best!

>> I have ignored this blog forever!!

Anyways, I've been spoiling myself these past few days. A good spoil is a happy girl. =)

Started off with a haircut. Its uber cute when curled. The stylist told me about the new Paul Mitchell Awapuhi line. Creates soft silky hair. I will go back when she gets the special stuff. ;)

Went to the mall and got cute wooden and plastic hair clips, pink sparkly cz earrings, and a vanilla cupcake bubble bathwash. Yay!

The next day I went back and got a cropped leather jacket. I wasn't feeling the cropped look nor the scrunchy back, but the shoulders had that quilt style I oh-so-love! I'll work with it I guess.

I'm still on a shopping crave...I really should avoid the malls else I'll feel like I will have to buy something I see that's cute. I did a good job spoiling myself. It might not seem like much, but, I haven't bought so much for myself in a long long time.
It would be really awesome if I got spoiled like that by my man...but he's on a budget. He'll spoil with eating out. Nothing materialistic over stuff I get a thrill at in the stores.. =/ oh wells.

That's why I say "I spoil myself"....

>> Oh hello you!
My my as time sure does fly.

I ended up with an A in my summer class. 10 1/2 page final essay project. Baah. At least I got my A! Woo!

>> For much more exciting news, I should be getting married in a few weeks, go house renting with the babe, and yeaaaah! Wheee! This place we're really considering has a nice spacious yard. Which means privacy and space space space! A las, bbq partaay and sippin on some wine in the jacuzzi. How lovely is that! I'm thinkin of putting a cabana back there too. Some sort of shade to sit on the chairs and chillax.

I will definitely spruce up the place...when money isn't too tight. Oh man all the stuff I can put into "our home" for decorations.

I am very excited for all this.

Thanks Jesus love You

SPARK

RIP Joseph B.
I am shocked and saddened you passed away.
We've met, but, I don't remember our convo.
You will always be the cute guy I remember.

Having cable "radio" is great!

Casting pearls "weighted" sounds rocking.

>> Every Sunday when I leave my familys home to my other place near work, I get this odd feeling.
A feeling of I miss them and want to just move back home.
A feeling of depression.
A feeling of I want to be around them and see all the stuff I been accustomed to for many many years-furniture, the view, the tv, the pictures, everything!
A feeling of not being able to see and talk to them in person, well not til the end of the week.

I get so sad coming back.
I don't want to go to work tomorrow.

In a way I want to be fired from work. That means no money. Therefore, back into the parents home.

I do admit it gets very dramaish there.

But! The love is there and being with them means a lot.

Of course Jesus Christ is my number 1 first.

>> I deeply apologize for not blogging in forever!!

I forget. Too tired. Or just plain lazy.

I am taking a summer class. Lots of reading and writing. Blaah.

Went to disneyland. Yaay.

It's official I am 3 months at my full-time job! The whole 90 day 'probation' is over and I start reaping benefits. Oh yesss!!

SPARK

p.s. Jesus is Great!
Pray and things will go well okay?